I know I already wrote a post, but I need to get some more stuff off.
I am so tired of school.. SO tired of it.
I was deemed capable of being a graphic designer in sophomore year.
Junior year has taught me that I am even more capable.
Second semester of junior year, I’m sitting here thinking…
Otayyyy can I haz job nao?
I saw a job available at the MFA for a Research Associate in Egyptian art, I know enough about Egyptology to be majoring in it. I wish Moravian had Egyptology. I want to apply, bad.
I am so bored. Of everything.
I do the research I do because I’m bored.
I need to be entertained and not the mindless entertaining by playing video games, watching movies, having house parties, that kinda normal stuff bored college students do.
But I feel so restricted.
The way I see it, I don’t think my parents understand what it means to be a creative person.
To have ideas flowing through your head ALL THE TIME.
ALL THE TIME.
I want to make stuff all the time.
I want to push my ideas forward, but I’m too damn laid back to do anything about it.
I can’t just sit here and not do anything. I have potential, just don’t know where to release it.
And of course battling the never ending inner battles of being an extrovert/introvert.