So, since the summer and ever since I’ve been following beauty bloggers, I’ve been transfixed on the idea of having your own show on youtube. I just haven’t gotten the courage to post a damn video! I don’t know what’s holding myself back, but I just can’t get over certain things that appear on camera that I subconsciously do. I just gotta force myself to get over it and maybe someone doesn’t see it the same way I do. I’m also worried about my lisp and how it’ll come across on my show. I guess like in Fashion, they say if you have it, flaunt it! I’ve been filming some test videos to see how things will come together. I concluded that I need to get my studio setup first before I can film comfortably.