Some people think that it must be wonderful to be able to pick up and retrieve information of future events that always prove themselves to be accurate. For me its allowed me to really help connect and understand clients and friends at a soul level. Though, with all blessings there come its burdens. Sometimes even when you are so damn sure that something may happen, that may not always be the case. Sure, as they say, the future is never set in stone. But if you’re the type that believes that things happen for a reason, these things -are- set in stone and is the reason why spiritually inclined people can pick up these events. Sometimes no matter what you do, you’ll always be faced by certain events that you may or may not be able to avoid.
Recent events made me really step back and rethink some things. I love being able to help people solve burning questions about future events through various means of divination, but to not be able to fully believe my own divination readings about my own life is definitely a down fall. I have been studying divination since a sophomore in high school. Recent events have made me really step back and reassess my abilities. Where did I go wrong? Was I too hasty?
Some things you can’t really shake off and ignore.
When I feel or see something, I know its going to happen one way or another. I often talk about how I utilize my third eye in my artwork and how recently when I was working on the H.E logo I for some reason couldn’t get the artwork to how I saw it in my third eye. Perhaps I should’ve taken that as a sign. I have been emotionally distressed this summer between job searching, moving back to this horrid town, fighting for my independence with my parents, and dealing with separation anxiety from the people I love and care about from college. Its been one heck of an emotional rollercoaster. Today’s events, while may have pained me a little, I’m glad happened. Now I have some closure and can move on if need be. If what I felt and saw will eventually happen so be it. But now, only until I have a window of opportunity will I ever act on a premonition or some result from divination. Also I hate being toyed with emotionally which is another reason all together why I’ve completely avoided relationships my entire life.