star (monday) – wheel (tuesday) – queen.swords (wednesday) – 9.swords (thursday) – 6.swords (friday) | Opportunity, healing – turning of tables, ups/downs – understanding, message – worry, anxiety – message, internet, recovery
Monday, I worked on my project for my class and got really far and was able to finally figure things out. Tuesday, nothing major happened, and I went to my class. I was also offered a ride by the shuttle at Massart. Its’ so nice to be treated with respect as a student instead of a pawn… like I was at Moravian. Wednesday, I had a fight with my mom who basically called me a bitch and I “blew” up at her for being so goddamn critical of me when I was going through a hard time already. Yesterday, I was pretty depressed because all I could think about was my situation and not seeing the light. The weather didn’t help my mood either as it poured all day and was dark all day as well. Today, I went on a meditative walk and had a bit of an enlightening moment happen. I remembered that my friend Gina and I talking about how the manifest world was an interference. I actually saw it for the first time today at the lake at Wellesley College. The light was just right where I could see past the illusion of things that are physical and see that they were just an interference of light. It was pretty cool.
ten.cups – 2.cups – ace.pents – five.swords – seven.cups
contentment (monday) – love (tuesday) – optimism (wednesday) – insecurities (thursday) – unexpectedness (friday)